Only 1 week left people!!!! And then ill be doing all touristy stuff in NEW YOOOOOOOOOOOORK!!! Im SOOOO excited. I dont sleep well anymore because im so excited and nervous at the same time. AAAAAH!! Will i make new friends, will the like me, will it be fun. OF COURSE. but just the unknowing makes me a tiny little bit nervous. Not much though, its more the excitement why I cant sleep.

I got my flightarrangements today!!!!! I am flying out with two other counselors so i wont be alone. No idea who they are but we'll see once i meet them at the airport. :) Hopefully we're all sitting next to each other. Also Jildau is meeting us at schiphol to give us our tickets and check everything. AAAAAAAAH So excited!! Leaving thursday morning. My parents are gonna drive me to schiphol so i wont have all the crap with the trains and stuff. :) YAY!! AAAH it still feels so unreal!

And it will be thursday before i know it. I still got loads of school things to do. But I also have a, dont laugh, fashionshow tomorrow. haha im one of the models, yes indeed. xD Kind of nervous, dont want to fall haha. Its for the sister of a classmate, its her graduation project. And because i used to be all skin and bones, she asked me in the beginning of the year. Although i gained weight i still qualify as being skinny enough. lol. Her clothes look quite nice, i hope im going to look pretty. ;-)

Yaaaay I got a postcard from Wei today. I hope i can also see her before i leave. I miss her.

Oh i had my spanish oral exam today. My teacher is SO MEAN! I was really good. I asked a lot of questions and my grammar was alright she said. Just some words that i pronounced wrong and sometimes i said La instead of el. I only passed with a 5.5 (below that is fail.) It was SOO MEAN cause if that was all i deserved a 7. I mean im taking the course; Spanish for STARTERS. It means I didnt know ANY spanish beofre this course! Ugh she made a fuss that i said botela instead of botella. Big deal. Pff. I am worried for all the others, because i dont want to be arrogant, but im one of the smartest in class together with 3 other people. The rest is even worse. Stupid woman!! And i am worried if I will pass the course cause she said my test didnt look good. I did do it alright, but she is making a fuss about forgetting the ' on the o in dónde. I mean whatever, right?! Seriously! I just need to pass it, cause I want my 3 studypoints for this. I mean if not i did it all for nothing. Thats would be just really mean! But well see, lets just hope!

im going to bed. got to go to court tomorrow. Nah i havent done anything wrong. :P I have to watch 4 cases and write reports about it. :) Im looking quite forward to it, becuase its probably very interesting. Except the part where i have to write one what kind of interventions the judge is using, i mean pfff who cares. oh well.

Tags: america, ccusa, fashionshow, school, spanish
Being: Liwwadden. jawis.
Feeling: excited
Hearing: Kytemans hiphop orchestra

Today was awesomee! Really lucky and good day. I hope lucky day means that ill pass the test i made today.. I felt kind of stupid because i was the only one in class who had to retake it and there were only like 10 people in there, but whatever. It was the same test and i knew more answers so lets hope i passed. On the other hand I did pass dutch! YAAAY. and Spanish will start next thursday. So exited about that. :D

So after the test i decided to call Francis. He had left a not about room for rent, and eventhough I dont have to get out this one yet, im already looking around. His one was very cheap so i thought i'd call him. When i called him he was so nice on the phone and he said that he had already kind of given the room away but I could have a look anyway, if the other guy decided not to take it.
So we made an appointment at 7. I thought i would be gone for an hour, but i left at 1.30..
First i couldnt find it, haah. While its reaaaaaaaaaaaally close to my place and my school. But then i did found it and i got a little nervous, lol. I didnt know who to expect and when i rang the doorbell William was just about to leave so he yelled i dont know. It was all pretty funny. And i got in and we started talking and I asked Francis where he wasfrom and i had to guess and I thought Canada or the US cause his english is really good. But he's from Libanon. So i looked through the house which was great. Really small but cute. And it has a bathtub, me likes. And well he said if I go live with him I have to cook. haha. Or we would order pizza. But he already gave to room to a german guy. :( but if he turns out sucky, i can still move in, and i can also have the couch. lolz.
So he offered coffee, and he ran out of tea, so i said coffee was fine. (I dont like coffee, lol. But i drank it cause im polite like that.) And we got talking and it was just great. He's really goodlooking also. ;) and he's 23, and IHM student (like Manon) and we just talked and then William got home again, who's dutch (but lived in Brasil and Portugal his whole life) and we just talked again and they had dinner. They offered me to stay for dinner but that felt weird, besides I wasnt hungry. So we watched the telly. Tila Tequilla~!!!! lolz. then they smoked the waterpipe (lol it's in Francis his roots, lol.) And Francis went upstairs to study, and I watched the telly with William. We watched a movie on the telly and then he asked me if i wanted to watch the curious case of Benjamin Button so I stayed even longer. It felt weird cause i dont even know the guys but i felt so at home, and it was fun.
William is leaving for Amsterdam next week, pretty sad. But well I'm gonna meet Francis more often cause we're going to some parties together. (International student party) and he has my number, and it's gonna be good. :)
And then it was 1.30 and i thought it would be time to leave and William was all like 'youre leaving aye? You're always welcome here again." awwwwwwwww. <3

Then i left and i saw i had a voicemail which was from CCUSA. A girl wants to schedule my interview so i have to call her back tomorrow. Im so glad im off tomorrow only drivinglessons. 2 hours so we're probably finally going on the highroad. YAY. :D
Now i shall sleep. my stomach is hurting, lol. I didnt dare to use the bathroom there, cause im a loser, so haha. now it hurts.

okay goodnight to all.

Tags: ccusa, francis, friends, fun, william
Being: my bed
Feeling: hyper
Hearing: the script

Yay I finished one report. Well not really but I finished the story about my life. I needed to write a 7 page report about who I am, and how i grew up and what made me how i am today. What my morals are and what my roles in groups are. It's not a hard report because all the information is in your head, but it's just quite hard to write so much about yourself.. Although easier than I thought. Now I just need to put all the points in there that we were given, and some sociology definition need to be used. Ugh. Well tomorrow i have a presentation about it, but it'll be fine, cause it isnt for points. Just so some of my classmates and my mentor know my story. Well there is not much to know anyway.

The other report, it not so good yet. Oops and it need to be done this thursday because we're going to work on it then. Crap. Tomorrow I don't have time, cause I have the presentation and charity work and after that work. Maybe after midnight. Crapsalad, I want to sleep. I like sleep. lol. But I shouldnt whine and just drink a redbull, or 2, or 3.

Oh I send in my application for CCUSA today. YAY. I called the woman and she was nice and all. I will get in 90percent sure. So i hope they will get the package soon and will call me back. ''And now we wait." ahh love that commercial. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_iPvUWyzhE 

Oh i asked Dennis if we could have our date on thursday, because I had too much today, and he said it was alright. He is so nice, really. I hope i will like him cause he's a great guy. So yeah we'll see this thursday. :)

I downloaded the new album of Britney Spears. So what?! I like it! It's cool! lol!! Especially mmm papi, which sounds totally dirty. But Britney has a dirty voice anyway, lol. She does!! So yeah I like it, and I don't care it's Brit

Tags: britney spears, ccusa, dennis, reports, school
Being: my bed
Feeling: busy
Hearing: Britney